my true self...



"vishnu tai-me"

a sudonym used my site creator, "alexei".

vishnu, comes from the hindu god of the same name. he is the protector of the universe. ...i also got it from a video game.

tai-me, is a sacred doll of the kiowa tribe, often used during their sun-dance ritual.

i learned of it while doing homework one day.


who are you?

i always have had difficulty describing myself.

in school, i always seemed to struggle on these questions more than actual work.

but here's my best shot...

i am a partly-reserved indivual, who enjoys a mix of peace and chaos.

i often partake in many calming activites, drawing, reading, and writing.

you'll often find me listening to music while reading or drawing.

sometimes, i enjoy the silence.

however, i find myself also clinging to all things loud, blasting my electric gutiar, throwing things, or screaming at whatever nonsense.

i am also a huge tv addict. i often come home and fall asleep watching my favorite television shows.

when it comes to people, i usually tend to be nervous. as i battle with anxiety. however, other times i'll find myself not shutting up, and longing to talk with others.

you'll come to find that this prosthetic angel is at war, with heaven and hell!

what the fuck is a prosthetic angel?

prosthetic angel is more of a term, i created it long ago, before i even conceptualized the idea of making a website.

to be a "prosthetic angel" means to be different, and to not conform to the many societal standards that are always placed on us.

even if means people think you're weird, or a freak.

just do the things that make you smile.

angels tend to laugh at the prosthetic angel.

in a biblical sense, to be a "prosthetic angel" means to not exactly be an angel but also not a demon. in life, we often put good and evil in categories. you are either good or evil.

but people aren't actually like this, you'll come to find it's the mix of these two things that make us all the more human.