A CONVERSATION FROM TODAY
alexei: oh, i remember who you are now.
teacher from old school (who followed me here!): where would i know you from?
alexei: i dont know.
old teach: whats your name?
alexei: i dont believe in names. i think the person's contributions and actions is more important then some silly label.
old teach: *confused* *weirded out* so then what would i have known you as? *looks at name list*
alexei: ok fine.
alexei: *hands to face* today, i am alexei. tommorow i could be anyone else.
old teach:?!?!?!??
alexei: you already know who i am, its just up to you to see whether i was important enough for you to remember the answer.
old teach: i had so many students, i can't remem-
alexei: so i guess thats how things will be then.
old teach: *rlly confused* who are you?!?!
alexei:*backing away to exit, facing old teach* *waves hands in front of face* i am everything. everywhere, all at once.
old teach: *nervous laughter*
alexei: *blasts korn*
I realize that a majority of possible viewers of this journal may be curious as to who exactly is writng these posts. im working on an about me section for my site, in the meantime ive gathered some questions online to help give a better understanding of who i am.
1. If you could describe yourself in three words, what would they be? Why?
vagabond, libre, rat.
2. How do you feel others would describe you? Does this differ from how you would describe yourself? If so, why?
ive been described as chill by people. its nice, i try to be as real as i can with people i meet. i'd say im chillz too, so yeah it aligns.
3. What is your favorite non-physical quality about yourself? Why?
i tend to look at things in a philosophical manner. im always trying to read between the lines and look for deeper meaning in what i see.
4. What is your least favorite non-physical quality about yourself? Why?
my cling onto various past issues.
5. List your core values as a human. How do you live in alignment with these?
the world is what you make it to be, so make it better. and everyone should be seen as equal. i'd say i do a good job at living by this.
6. Describe a time that you acted out of alignment with your core values. Why? How did that feel?
in my time in middle school, i was the most unstable person ever. i did so many irrational things. it felt terrible.
7. What is your strongest personality trait?
my curiousity.
8. Do you consider yourself stubborn or docile?
stubborn.
9. Would you say you are naturally relaxed or do you tend to be more anxious?
i can be pretty anxious at times, but at home im usually more relaxed. but this can all vary depending on mood.
10. Do you deal with any mental illness/mental health struggles? How does that impact you?
d.i.d (identity disorder) this is one of my biggest issues in life, the consequences of this illness has left me at my lowest. as well as in a mental hospital. im so grateful that its rarely an issue nowadays.
11. Do you feel you possess addictive/obsessive qualities?
obsessive, but not too much anymore.
12. Are you more of an introvert or an extrovert?
a mix of both, leaning to introvert. lately ive been trying to get better at talking though.
13. How would you describe your personality as a child? How is it different from how you are now? In what ways is it the same?
very adventurous, ratty, as well as very stupid and rude. it seems i am regaining these traits.
14. Are you impulsive or do you take time to make decisions carefully?
impulsive but it depends
15. What personality traits best serve you in your life?
idk
16. Are you more emotion-driven or logic-driven?
emotion-driven.
17. Do you prefer quiet solitude or busyness? Why?
i enjoy a good mix of both.
18. What personality traits do you enjoy/admire in others?
some people are really great at speaking, i need yallz help or something lol
19. Make a list of all the things that you feel make up your identity.
taco bell.
20. When do you feel the most YOU? What are you doing? How does it feel?
when im being creative. i really enjoy potraying my mind in art.
21. Reflect on how your self-identity has evolved over the years. What significant life events or experiences have influenced this evolution?
it has changed dramatically. to the point where at times i dont even recognize who i used to be. it seems like a different person. it all started when i met someone who changed my life. in every way.
22. Describe your ideal self. What characteristics and qualities would your ideal self possess?
my ideal self is.....? hmmm. this one is hard.
23. What are your roles in different areas of your life (e.g., as a friend, family member, employee, student)? How do you define yourself in these roles?
swag in all of them.
24. What do you feel makes up a person’s identity? (Roles? Traits? Career? Goals? Etc.)
their mind.
25. Make a list of all the things you love about yourself.
*throws my poop at u*
Yours truly,
Almost Omelette.