Not so good today. i felt more anxious then usual. i barely talked today. am i losing my ablilty to converse? what's happening? ive been feeling too much... im worried what will happen.. im feeling. oh god. im feeling. i don't want i feel. please.. i want pills, i might look for pills. i don't know. i don't wanna turn to drugs because i know i will get too addicted. im very addictive. ill try to conduct myself better tommorow. if only there was a way i could channel the energy of almost ommelette more into my daily life. i'm worried. i don't want to feel again. feelings hurt. please don't let me feel. why am i such a terrible person? am i really so terrible? i don't wanna feel.. or do i want to feel? i need to find a way to feel again. but for myself. but maybe for you too? just gonna do homework rn. this is all so hard...

Yours truly,

Almost Omelette.