Awakening

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awakening

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current mood: angelic

currently eating: nothing at the moment

currrently drinking: coke

listening to: join me in death 1998 - him

quote: "i am a prosthetic angel."

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i am a prosthetic angel.

my wings are torn,

by the claws of my battles.

i have fallen,

my scars burn.

i take this feather,

to repair myself.

an artifical angel,

seeking to become true.

guided by the wings of this new world.

that take me to the peaceland.

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hello. im alexei.

im a teenager who loves poetry. and stuff.

yeah, im no good at introductions. but i think you get the point. anyway.

today feels like the first day of my life. i know that may seem odd to say, but i truly feel it now.

all my life, i felt like i was waiting for something. and now i feel ive reached it.

but i didn't know happiness was so lonely.

ive started a journal both here and in real life to mark down my life, and people i meet. and things that happen.

i have always been looking at peoples lives, and seeing what they do. peoples stories rlly facinate me.

so its odd finally trying to live my own. nobody ever gives you a guide book on how to "live".

it seems we are just expected to figure it out ourselves...

i cant think of anything else to write.

later.

yours truly,

vishnu loquette.

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